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Oct. 5th, 2008

  • 10:49 AM
moon
I'll catch up on life later, but right now I need to get myself out the door!

After church we're taking the girls winter coat shopping.....heh.

Naomi? No problemo.

Mary? WELL.....I'm needing to navigate around what she thinks looks good, what she
wants...vs what we can AFFORD.

I basically figure we can tell her what dollar amount we can spend and let her choose the coat. With the stipulation that if she chooses the coat that doesn't have a hood, isn't waterproof, and won't be snow appropriate....then when the time comes I will hand her a dollar and tell her to find what she "actually needs" on a Value Village .99 cent Tuesday.

Word.


J and I had a good talk about it over coffee yesterday so I'm feeling like we're on the same team. I'm just done with the arguements....and I won't go through buying the coat she needed over the one she wanted and chose to never wear it on purpose.

(yes...I have many choice words I could say now, but I'll just leave it at that.)

So.....let's go shopping. *grimace* ;)

I'm off to the post office....

  • Oct. 2nd, 2008 at 4:46 PM
moon
but before I go, I have to say.....



CASH CAB!




*giggles*

**Snoopy Happy Dance!!**

  • Oct. 1st, 2008 at 10:36 AM
moon
Got my mama out the door and on the community center bus to her 'Sit n Be Fit' class!

This was no small task...but the hyperventilating stopped...and she's on the road!

3 hours....ALONE in the house!

Bliss!

.....now, back to work! Ebay's pickin up and I've got braces to pay for! Woot!

Oct. 1st, 2008

  • 9:31 AM
moon
You know something is wrong in the world when we are taking corn and turning it into fuel for our cars and people in Haiti are making mudcakes to eat.

.........

I feel like I'm living in two worlds...the one in my head and the one I am physically in.
Not sure how to feel better about any small token of contribution I may make to the 'bigger picture' when it all seems so overwhelming.

Someone told me recently I should just turn off the news and focus on the positive.

Oh....ok...so plug my ears and pretend it will all go away.

Perhaps we should just go on a lunch date and go shopping? *disgusted*

I guess my world filter has been eroding away....I'm not just talking about what is going on in the US here....but I have felt for a long time like the whole world needs a shake down.

.....and in the meantime, I help as I can....work to supliment our income....take care of mom and all her needs....feed my family....and love on them and my friends.

I do know that I want to practice love in action.

Sep. 30th, 2008

  • 10:20 PM
moon
If you happen to catch P.O.V on your Public Broadcasting Station, watch 'Critical Care'.

..but bring the kleenex.

We're gonna blow this popsicle stand

  • Sep. 26th, 2008 at 3:46 PM
moon
....n go CAMPING!

Today is J's 43rd Birthday and I made reservations months ago at a State Park we'd not been to before. Should be fun...

Timing is perfect too. I just need to get away from the news. I'm just livid about what our government is doing. Not sure who to vote for or who to trust.

(no opinions needed here...I've got plenty already)

So... being out in nature sounds good. Really good.

*edit*

We're about to leave, and the House passed 61 BILLION plan. Senate has not passed similar plan as of yet.

Sep. 23rd, 2008

  • 11:59 AM
moon
Finally.

Salem has what they need. Now...just have to wait to hear the Rx is ready and I can drive down.





J already told me he's taking off after work today for a bit....but when he gets home after the kids are tucked in I might have to go run away to the movies for an alternate reality break.


..............I will now chill out.

Sep. 23rd, 2008

  • 11:53 AM
moon
Still waiting.

I've called, Salem has called. I will wait 5 minutes before calling again.

Part of me is ready to get in the car and just show up at their office and ask for the *#$& fax from FDL and watch what she does with it.

No.

I will take a breath, call Salem and encourage them to again...give FDL a hotfoot!

But first I'll wait 5 minutes.

Sep. 23rd, 2008

  • 10:37 AM
moon
Yesterday after Mary's ortho appt. chaos reigned....suddenly I was getting phone calls from the pharmacy that was supposed to fill mom's Clozipine and was informed that it was a huge process to have the pharmacy registered to dispense it....and that they likely wouldn't be ready to carry it for another 10 days.

WTF!!!!!

OK....this wouldn't have been a problem because I knew that the Rite Aid had the same issue and they told me last week IMMEDIATELY that they were not able to dispense it fast enough for me. So....drove to Wallgreens and was assured that with the info they needed (and had been given) that they should have the meds by SAT....Sat. came and they needed to talk to the doc (who obviously wasn't available to talk with...) so I was told that Monday morning they would talk with the doc and they should have it. Nope.

Monday afternoon......after I am calling THEM AGAIN.....then they tell me it would likely be another TEN days to complete the process. That they didn't know this yada...yada...so sorry....blah blah.... *screams*

Ok....this is a med that she is not supposed to miss a dose on. Monday morning was her last dose that I had. I called Dr. Z down at the State hosp....she told me to get updated blood draw info, FAX it to her and then she would hand walk it to the hosp. pharm in Salem and I could come pick it up.... HOookay...it's 3:20, I'm across town at the ortho....I call mom's primary doc and explain the situation...their blood draw lady was leaving and done for the day, but they really pulled it out of the park and told me to get there ASAP with mom and they'd do the bloodwork.

So....drove M home, loaded mom, drove to doc's.....did bloodwork and found out that lab results would not be recieved until today.

*ok...taking a breath*

So...no way around it...she's missing a dose.....and right now, she's late on her second one.

I have called the doc to see if the lab work is in... Front Desk Lady is giving me the runaround about how the doc is busy......wouldn't be getting to it until later today....

UH no.

Explained situation calmly and firmly about how impt this was to get it....she put me on hold and suddenly they say they'll have it Faxed in an hour.

Which is in 10 minutes......(yes....I'll be calling FDL again in a few. HA.)

In the meantime....Doc. Z has called from Salem to see what's up....I told her....so she's waiting.

As soon as I get the call I'm driving to Salem (1 hr south) to get the Rx.


At some point, all this stuff will be ironed out and I can feel like I have a life again!

Right? *ha. hahahaha. ha.*

Sep. 22nd, 2008

  • 7:14 PM
moon
Here's the first draft to the 'bailout plan'.

http://www.nytimes.com/2008/09/21/business/21draftcnd.html?_r=1&ref=business&oref=slogin


Here's a direct quote:

"Sec. 8. Review.

Decisions by the Secretary pursuant to the authority of this Act are non-reviewable and committed to agency discretion, and may not be reviewed by any court of law or any administrative agency."

Insane...where are the checks and balances?

I am seriously freaking out at what our government is doing!!!!!

Eeeew....but funny!

  • Sep. 15th, 2008 at 9:25 PM
moon
My niece posted this quote on her myspace from something her mom said about an interaction between her stepdad and her hubby to be (He chews and is from Missouri).

""HE SHARED DIP WITH YOU! THATS LIKE REDNECK COMMUNION!!" -my mother on Jason teaching her and my stepdad to dip"

Sep. 15th, 2008

  • 8:00 AM
moon
"I'm soon to leave office and I'm looking to finish strong..."

~just quoted from President Bush



Uh...no dude, you're getting your ass kicked.

Sep. 13th, 2008

  • 9:31 PM
moon
I'm sittin here on the couch w/ my feet propped up. Oooh they hurt! Just got back from doing my sweet Michelle's wedding (our pastor's eldest daughter). I've known her since she was about oh....8 or 10? Wow. She's in her early 20's now....the wedding was amazingly beautiful. It was in a field on the back of some friend's house. They turned the corral into the reception area and we had a covered area to prep food. Jackie and I worked all day yesterday on shopping and prepping, then hit the ground runnin by noon...the wedding was at 5pm....and we did a Mexican Fiesta theme for the food. (nice n easy~yay!)

I did great until she danced with her daddy...then I just cried...partly from exhaustion, partly because it was just really really sweet....

I came home, changed into come comfys and haven't moved for an hour. J came home with red roses and champagne...AND the Sunday Paper!!!!

..he's a keeper... ;)


Oooh...I'm flat tuckered out.

Sep. 11th, 2008

  • 2:18 PM
moon
My g/f sent me this....Oh man....it's a doozy. Hold out for all the lyrics....priceless!





Seriously....laughed until I cried! Showed it to J and he cringed. Bwahahaha....now, do I have the guts to send it to my pastor?? LOL!!!!

Sep. 11th, 2008

  • 1:55 PM
moon
Called my dear girlfriend Robbi today.  She has the unfortunate birthday of 9/11....matter of fact, she's the one who called me as we were both dealing with lil crumb crunchers (Mary was 5 and Naomi was 3) and told me to turn on the news. 

So today I called her to wish her a very happy 40th indeed. 

I miss her. 

(she lives in eastern Oregon now...)

........................

I had my mom on an extended visit from the hospital this week...Monday through today.  I finally put my foot down and asked for her to be discharged since we've just been waiting around for the social worker to secure housing...and well...it's a long story, but she's been draggin her feet and the best she could do after the first one fell through was to recommend Adult Foster Care.   

So...Monday I go pick her up and bring her here.  I'm not sure how long she'll be with us.  We did go look at a place yesterday that is a good option for Assisted Living that also will accept Medicaid when the time comes.  I just can't believe after 3 months of waiting we're back to this.  Gah...should have gone w/ my guts and took her home in June when they told me she was ready.  (eh..but then maybe it wasn't all a bad thing....)

I took her back to the hospital, had a nice chat with Dr. Z about things I need to do to get my lil ducks in a row for her...drove home, and have been making numerous phone calls on her behalf. 

I'm feeling anxiety welling up....praying....breathing....but yeah...it's there.  Partly because I have to face paying her taxes (I know I know) and the number is bleeping scary.  Between that and the anticipated bills.....well.....yeah....   Anxiety.

The verse comes to mind:  Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Phil. 4: 6-7

Heh....whaddya know....I've got it memorized!  lol....yeah....there's been plenty of anxiety I keep having to remind myself to let go of.  It does me no good to stress....

The girls are due home in 15 minutes......better go make a spot o' tea and take a moment to just chill out.

Sep. 7th, 2008

  • 9:59 PM
moon
OMG!! Just saw the funniest odd commercial w/ Bill Gates and Jerry Seinfield! *edited* Just found it on youtube! Here ya go:

Zuchs n 'Maters!!!

  • Sep. 6th, 2008 at 10:05 AM
moon
               


My niece, Beckah , stopped by yesterday on her way to moving back to CA and we went out in the back yard to see what we could find in the garden.  Previously, I'd been sending Naomi out and she'd bring in a few things at a time...but apparently she thought the orange tomatoes weren't ripe yet!  Nope....that's their color when they are ripe....and they are sweeter than the orange ones!!  We collected a massive bowl full of goodies...and one wee strawberry!  We pigged out...and sent a bag to her sister Rachel and to her fiance, Jason.   I wonder if Rachel got any?  Hmmm??? Beckah???  heheh....

I love September in Oregon...I think it's the best weather ever.  If I had my way, the kids wouldn't get out of school until the end of June and not start school until October. 

Outside of the garden, the yard is a bit scary and needing tending to. Sadly J and I both really are not yardwork people...and it doesn't get done regularly.  But today I'm thinking the front needs some attention...so I'll likely trim up the bushes, put down some fresh mulch on the porchside bed and plant the daffodil bulbs and top it with Vinca as a ground cover.  It's a good day for it....cool now..and warm as the day moves on! 

Well...I guess I should stop talking about what I'm gonna do and go do it!

Happy Saturday!

Aug. 25th, 2008

  • 8:34 PM
moon
 

I was so happy to have a week with my beloved....it was sweet!  By the end of the week I was pining for my girlies and couldn't wait to give em big hugs and smell their hair!  (you know what I mean!) 

Naomi's got acting classes this week!  She went to the first one today and really enjoyed it.  While she did that, Mary and I had a 'date'.  Very cool bonding time...   Tomorrow while N's at class we're going to the Aveda School for haircuts!  (P.S. mama's out there.....great place to get girlyfied on a budget!)

Soooo....I'd been gone most of the day, picked up some chicken to do a stirfry, and when I got home James had already got the rice on and chopped all the veg!  What a guy....  He rocks!

The neighbor just came over and gave us 4 comp. tickets to the Ringling Bros. Circus!  Sweet!  We've never been to a circus before!  Woot!

I'm picking up my mom Wed morning and she's staying until Thurs afternoon.  I've been playing telephone tag with her doc and her social worker.  She's stable....we're just waiting for the go ahead on moving her out of the hospital and into her own place.  I still wouldn't mind her being here, but the doc and the soc. both didn't recommend it. (and...I do agree...it's not the best solution long term).

I just don't want her to be where she's at any longer.  We're going on 7 months of being in the hospital....for me that's been weekly trips to Salem (an hour each way plus the visiting time).  She's used up her LIFETIME alotment on Medicare for psych. in hospital stay.  I'm trying not to cringe each time I see a bill....but I know God's in control of all  that green paper.  When it's gone....Medicaid will kick in.  In the meantime, just focusing on getting her out and in a safe and comfortable assisted living community that will meet her mental health needs. 

I've been school supply shoppin w/ the girlies!  Wowza....lots o' stuff!  Done some clothes shopping.  Still a bit to do.  Trying to hit sales and keep within a budget.  Once they are done....October is my month for clothes!  Finally. 

Ok....that's the basic stuff in my world right now....can't wait for bible study  and home fellowship to start up again.  I'm itchy to be plugged in again.  Summer has been full.  I'm ready for autumn.....

Mmmm....thinkin of apple pie n cinnamon smells.....ready for the leaves to change....

(in the meantime, I'm eekin every bit o' sunshine I can...and indulging in Dahlia's and fresh fruit at Justy's market!)

Aug. 15th, 2008

  • 10:01 AM
moon

Damn...

I hate it when ya get a call from someone you haven't talked to in a long time and halfway through the catching up they try to sell you shit!

I just felt like saying...."Oooh...you didn't call because you wanted to talk to me and catch up, you just want me to buy stuff."

Grr...

.........................................

Anyway, that just happened, otherwise I was planning to write that we're going to the county fair today!  The girls got ribbons for some things they put in and I've yet to see them!  (they worked on it w/ a friend's mom)

It's supposed to be in the 100's today.  I'm trying to herd turtles out the door.  They've been fed, two are dressed, now....if J could just hurry his shower just a bit....we might have a chance to get there before we melt!  I wanna go in....stay for an hour or two and then go hide in my air conditioned house!

My gf told me how expensive the rides are this year..yikes!  I already gave the girls an option, 1 ride at the fair and they can have a trip to Oaks Park sometime before school starts with the full ride bracelets!  (that's about the price of 2 rides!)  They jumped on the deal!  

.................

I've been continuing the decluttering post-garage sale.  Worked on a load of paper stuff on my desk and am about 3/4ths done with the sorting.  My kitchen counters are all clean with only what I want on there. What a relief.

Aaaah.....

  • Aug. 8th, 2008 at 8:25 PM
moon

Sweet!  Today was a big success!  Sold a load o' stuff and made some seriously good cash!  Definately made up for yesterday.  We loaded the leftovers in the trailer and it will be gone tomorrow. 

AND.....

I've got my downstairs bathroom painted!  It's a milk chocolate color....no, not poo color!  Before it was baby poo green (previous owners idea).
It's a huge improvement  I didn't want to have to go lighter in color and have to prime coat, so I picked another dark color and I'm happy with the results.  Now, I'll just get some artwork, update the light fixture and hang the smoky blue towels and that lil bathroom will be done! 
Well....until I can afford the flooring!  

The house is clean, but messy at the same time.  Too many projects going on...I guess that's not entirely a bad thing.  

J is telling me I'm missing out on the opening ceremony....I better go see...